Yay! it's a POST!!

it's been a while so long since my last post..

:p

I'm supposed to be in a good mood right now..

I just passed from grade 11th to 12th,

I had a pretty-long-holiday about 1 month to cover my sleep deprivation,

I just celebrated my 17th birthday with my lovely friends and family,

had a wonderful memory and time,

someone will come to Jakarta soon,

and I have a very wonderful friends :)

Thanks God..

that was so wonderful,

but some thoughts and problems come to my mind, come to me,,

made me feel so miserable..

maybe i'm just being to sensitive..

think that i can't solve them one by one, making me feel so pathetic..

:(

maybe i need something to made my mind clear..

try hard to solve them and be friend with them..

or maybe i need someone to talk with,, hmm..

I don't want to run away from them,,

i had to confront and deal with them.. *semangat membara*

harus kucoba..!

hahaha :D

Human Nature..

a few days ago, cesca ask me a question..

"Which is more frightening? the things that you can see or the things that you can't see?"

and I answered..

"The things that i can see!"

and when I asked her, she answered "The things that she can't see", because when we can't see them.. we don't know what do they do..

*a ghost or else maybe*

we can't see them, we can't feel them. but maybe they can attack us? =="

then why i choose the things that i can see?

because..

honestly

I'm afraid of HUMAN NATURE,

of HUMAN itself,

and I'm afraid of MYSELF,

Human is the most unexpected creatures..

manusia itu bener-bener sulit ditebak..

kita tidak akan tau apa yg dipikirkannya,

apakah ia sedang berbohong ato mengatakan yg sebenarnya..

kadang manusia bisa tiba-tiba menangis, marah, ato bahagia tanpa suatu alasan yg jelas.

walau manusia itu adalah makhluk hidup yg memiliki akal.

terkadang mereka bahkan tidak menggunakan akal mereka untuk berpikir dan bertindak..

aneh bukan?

yah, manusia buat gw sendiri itu makhluk yang sangat misterius dan menakutkan.

jujur gw gak berani mencari tahu lebih banyak tentang manusia,

gw rasa itu akan lebih menyeramkan daripada melihat gambar sekumpulan hewan buas yg mebunuh manusia, mungkin saja mereka membunuh karena merasa tempat tinggalnya sudah dirusak, sudah diusik.

dan bukankah sekarang juga banyak manusia yg memakan manusia lain?

dan bahkan penjualan roti yg berbentuk bagian-bagian tubuh manusia itu laku keras..

membuat gw semakin takut dengan manusia.. haha..

lucu juga loh kalau berhasil mengetahui apa yang sebenarnya dipikirkan manusia.

mungkin seseorang yg bisa membaca pikiran mengetahuinya?

tapi gw gak gitu tertarik c.. gw takut buat mengetahui sebenarnya.

takut menghadapi kenyataan..

tapi beginilah manusia, beginilah saya..

tidak ada yg sempurna..

hahaha..

anw, temanku yg bernama Yehezkiel Jefferson ini meminta untuk memasukkan link nya di blog ini..

dan terima kasih sudah memasukkan nama gw di blog u! hahaha ;D

klik disini :DD

dan maaf atas postingan yg sedikit "weird" ini..

seharian didepan komputer bikin kepala pusing.. @@

hahahha..

*tapi maksa posting ,yeeee*