Do We Have a Deal?

Let's Make A Deal by Diane Blue

You forgive me for liking you too much,
And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough.

You forgive me for missing you so,
And I'll forgive you for being so cold.

You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart,
And I'll forgive you for not hearing it.

You forgive me for playing your games,
And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions.

You forgive me for finding you so attractive,
And I'll forgive you for not noticing.

You forgive me for raising you up so high,
And I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low.

You forgive me for wanting to be with you,
And I'll forgive you for avoiding me.

You forgive me for being so pathetic,
And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it.

You forgive me for not being able to let go,
And I'll forgive you for never having latched on.

You forgive me for having hopes and dreams,
And I'll forgive you for crushing them.

Forgiveness brings inner peace.
Do we have a deal?

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Today is Wednesday! :D

Hari ini cuaca di Jakarta berawan..
*gq penting bgt c hahaha*
Tapi gw rasa itu cuaca yg membahagiakan, soalnya jarang2 kan jakarta bisa adem kyk gini..
Hwhwhw..
:D
and now i'm wearing koeki's jacket.. I'm not freezing at all, just like to steal it from her..
Wkeke.. >:p

And today i feel so so happy? Haha..
Actually today i'm feeling like i miss someone, not really but i miss him/her..
And that feeling almost make me sad..almost..
But now i think i'm HAPPY.! Haha.. :D
Complicated, huh?

Today i have a geography exams!
And i think..
Gw GILA karena hal itu..
Haha..
Gq cuman karena itu c..

Bayangkan, tulisan gw diatas-atas itu berantakan gq nyambung gitu..
And akhir-akhir ini gw gq bisa konsen sama sekali..
Otak gw BLANK!
Bisa disimpulkan, otak gw sekarang bener-bener gq BENER!
Perlu direparasi!
Karena akhir-akhir ini gw menerima banyak PREASSURE yg buat gw AGAK DOWN..
But, totally i'm HAPPY now, again..
With all my problems, all my weakness, all my fault, EVERYTHING!
Hahaha..
Crazy i think. No problem at least i'm happy now, and again.. Hwhw..
:)

and i miss him/her, still..

complicated words..

i hear about this song from my friend..
actually,, she didn't tell me..
she wrote it on her blog and i read it..
i really really want to hear this song! but i have to much exams this week.. *sigh*

out of topic--
sometimes, no actually always in my mind..
i think that LOVE is a complicated world..
4 words thousand meanings..
sometimes it can brings us to a perfectly wonderful day.. and it can brings us the horrible day..
the L word can be the Best and also can be the Worst..

ok back to topic--
this is the song, enjoys.. =)

Rascal Flatts - Bless the Broken Road

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

[Chorus:]
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

[Chorus:]
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

Now I'm just rollin' home into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road that led me straight to you